Drifting.

its really late right now,
but all i can think about is how i cant sleep. its one of those nights when all yu wanna do is rest ur head but ur body wont drift away. i took this survey today and it asked if i felt i drifted away from any friends in 2009. i hate to admit but i have. my best friend and i are not "best friends" anymore. it may seem childish but shes calling someone else best friend. and it hurts. she meets a new person and just forgets who has been there for her in the past. all the stuff we've been thru and she is attaching to a new person so fast. i know more then most people do but i guess that doesnt matter. im just confused about this situation. i dont know what to do. and i feel myself drifting away from her and onto a new person as well. hmmm what to do...what to do.