babysittting.

i make money and i enjoy it but,...
the kids are sometimes very bad. i watch my little cousin everyday she is the sweetest girl but her attitude is terrible. she does not like to listen and she complains about everything. she waste food but i mean she is six. sometimes though man i swear i could pull my hair out. if she doesnt have things her way she just get all mad. the most pleasent time is when she is saying i love you or sleeping lol.no im kidding. she is a joy to have around. now the other kids i used to babysit are the prime example of bad. punching, slapping, kicking. they drove me insane. but i no longer watch those three thanks goodness. but like i said i make money and i enjoy it.

Drifting.

its really late right now,
but all i can think about is how i cant sleep. its one of those nights when all yu wanna do is rest ur head but ur body wont drift away. i took this survey today and it asked if i felt i drifted away from any friends in 2009. i hate to admit but i have. my best friend and i are not "best friends" anymore. it may seem childish but shes calling someone else best friend. and it hurts. she meets a new person and just forgets who has been there for her in the past. all the stuff we've been thru and she is attaching to a new person so fast. i know more then most people do but i guess that doesnt matter. im just confused about this situation. i dont know what to do. and i feel myself drifting away from her and onto a new person as well. hmmm what to do...what to do.