Currently...

Its summer vacation. Right now it has a bad start. the first week was good now im just plain bored. none of my friends live by me, and i dont know anyone in my new neighborhood. it really sucks because i sit in the house all day. my bestiee is in florida,n i was suppose to go with her im kinda upset that tings wentn the way they did. i was supposer to be with her and her family right now. =( and my other friend is in cali. so im bored. home with my sisters everyday. its fun we do stuff but i mean i need to see some other people. i still have a lot of time left though so things will get so much better.

Why i worry about her.

My bestfriend has a hard life but I never expected
Her to take things this far. You just don't randomly
Text someone at 12 o' clock at night saying I love you.
It scares people. I have never been so worried in
My life. Get it together please.

Why i worry about her.

My bestfriend has a hard life but I never expected
Her to take things this far. You just don't randomly
Text someone at 12 o' clock at night saying I love you.
It scares people. I have never been so worried in
My life. Get it together please.

Stupid girl.

I'm so sick of this girl acting like she's my mother. Where are you? Why are you coming to school? Well goodness girl I feel bad for your kids when you have some. They'll never have a life. She needs like a play by play of my life. Like for real though get off my case and worry about yourself for once.

Super Huge Phobia.

Omg.
i just realized that im seriously afraid of garbage trucks. I walked out the house this morning and it drove past me and i didnt like it i kinda got all gittery. But then walking with it behind me hearing the loud noises it was making and not knowing how close it was i began to freak out. Hearing it get closer i almost cried. I walked faster and faster to make sure that i wasnt by it espically when it was picking up a trash can.

That One Person.

Everybody has one person that they can tell all their secrets to. Some call that person their honie, or their bestie, or even their best friend. If that person is special enough to be given such a title you shouldnt let her go. Keep her around forever and if she tries to get away snatch her back. Me and my bestie have been through a lot but we are even stronger then we were last year. We're that close because we didnt give up on each other, and we never will.

college classes.

im sitting at my community college right now. i have this class called cpd in 10 mintutes. im listening to my music to calm my nerves. im not really nervous but its juss nerve racking with all these classes i have. but i guess im used to it by now. the time lengths are annoying though. thats the only bad thing. today is the first day so i know we wont be doing much. im just ready to move into the new house, we got the keys today. its exciting my mom is so happy and just ready to be out the old house. well time for me to head to class.

One Problem at aTime

can you believe that its 2010 now!
i graduate next year ohmygosh thats exciting and i got new classes in school i have english 3, history, early childhood 2, and PSYCHOLOGY!!
im so glad i have psychology that is what i wanna major in and im getting a head start on it. im so happy. 2010 has been pretty amazing i hung out with quack quack from the other blog and my bestfriend has come to her senses and we are no longer drifting. i think this yr is going to be pretty great. it juss seems like a good start and i hopee for an amazing finish. i wanna be able to forget about the past. all the people that arent important to me why keep them around to do nothing but stress me out. i realize that i shouldnt try and keep nice with the ones that dont matter anymore. even the ones that used to matter no longer have a place in my life. it would be nice to have them but it doesnt matter much bkuss i obviously dont matter to them...
i want to spend more time working on the realtionships that matter then the ones that used to matter. my bestfriend and i have a lot of things to work out i should be paying more of my attention t her not the less important. life will be much easier for me when i do.
for me 2010 is about change and fixing my self problems. im ready to do so. =]
one problem at a time.